Waking, she had dreamed again of the fires. She had often dreamed of the fires since that night. Which made sense, because something had been born in her then. It was as though all her life she'd been a guitar gathering dust in the corner, and then, waving her bat (with the shiny black-and-red liquid metal detail she'd devd herself) atop that car, surrounded by righteous flames - the ones that really burned - giving voice the repressed political frustrations of a generation, her guitar strings had been strummed for the first time. In the vibration her whole body had been alive, had sung. When she enjoyed a free moment, she would close her eyes, and with a secret smile re-Emerse the feeling of it. (She wasn't alone. Sometimes she'd catch her comrades doing the same thing.) Time had past. Since that night she'd fallen into a patient melancholy. She instructed herself to be Zen-like. Though the vibration didn't fade, but grew stonger, coiling in her stomach into a knot of antcipation for the next action. Everything else seemed dull.
Getting out of bed she checked her celly. She was staked in breakfast cleanup and the print shop today. That meant she had most of the afternoon free. Generally, she would be expected to stake in something else to fill the gap, but today she felt she needed some time to herself, so she dragged a few Free tokens into the burner and flipped her afternoon to Personal Time. Scrolling down, she saw that her Free were running thin, so she’d have to start upping her stakes. But not today. She was too pent up, she felt she could snap and burst into laughter or tears at any moment. A walk through the city would help clear her head.
Breakfast cleanup was always slow and dirty. She’d staked 6 Black Cat Tokens (BCT, her Chain’s native token), so she only had to help out for 45 minutes, but she stayed and extra 10 for the Solidarity.
Print shop was her least favorite stake. She knew the blogs were both central for the dissemination of their message and a main source of tokens from the wider anarcho-collective of which they were a part. But she couldn’t stand Marcus, the perma-staked bloghead whose obsessive, authoritarian micro-management was matched only by his lack of basic social skills and halitosis. Perma-staking was frowned upon, but Marcus was the best, and anyway refused to do anything else. The irony of an authoritarian editor-type in charge of an anarchist blogspace was lost on nobody.
“So, Nods,” he’d say whenever she showed up for her stake (her parents had called her Now-Day, a common Light Chain name, and she'd been too embarassed to offer another name from the start, but thankfully everyone at Black Cat had settled on Nods), “are you going to try to do better today?” She’d force a smile and mumble something affirmative. It was best not to piss off the turd, though one had the feeling he was always trying to pick a fight. The worst was that he wasn’t wrong; she’d never had the knack for prose. As a teenager, she’d written some angsty poetry on a chain a boy she’d dated had devd himself. She’d kept the tokens (Dark Hearts) in a crappy homedevd wallet for a few years, but had dumped all that shit when she’d joined the Cats.
Getting out of bed she checked her celly. She was staked in breakfast cleanup and the print shop today. That meant she had most of the afternoon free. Generally, she would be expected to stake in something else to fill the gap, but today she felt she needed some time to herself, so she dragged a few Free tokens into the burner and flipped her afternoon to Personal Time. Scrolling down, she saw that her Free were running thin, so she’d have to start upping her stakes. But not today. She was too pent up, she felt she could snap and burst into laughter or tears at any moment. A walk through the city would help clear her head.
Breakfast cleanup was always slow and dirty. She’d staked 6 Black Cat Tokens (BCT, her Chain’s native token), so she only had to help out for 45 minutes, but she stayed and extra 10 for the Solidarity.
Print shop was her least favorite stake. She knew the blogs were both central for the dissemination of their message and a main source of tokens from the wider anarcho-collective of which they were a part. But she couldn’t stand Marcus, the perma-staked bloghead whose obsessive, authoritarian micro-management was matched only by his lack of basic social skills and halitosis. Perma-staking was frowned upon, but Marcus was the best, and anyway refused to do anything else. The irony of an authoritarian editor-type in charge of an anarchist blogspace was lost on nobody.
“So, Nods,” he’d say whenever she showed up for her stake (her parents had called her Now-Day, a common Light Chain name, and she'd been too embarassed to offer another name from the start, but thankfully everyone at Black Cat had settled on Nods), “are you going to try to do better today?” She’d force a smile and mumble something affirmative. It was best not to piss off the turd, though one had the feeling he was always trying to pick a fight. The worst was that he wasn’t wrong; she’d never had the knack for prose. As a teenager, she’d written some angsty poetry on a chain a boy she’d dated had devd himself. She’d kept the tokens (Dark Hearts) in a crappy homedevd wallet for a few years, but had dumped all that shit when she’d joined the Cats.
Everybody agreed that staking print shop was an exercise in patience and self-control. To lube the ordeal, a bunch of the group had agreed, unbeknownst to Marcus, to mutually reward each other with Solidarity. So, one went there, dealt with Marcus’s shit, got through it, and had a little extra Solidarity for booze or games later.
After the 6th re-write she’d thought she was going to snap when Marcus finally gave up and told her he’d finish it himself. Anyway, her stake was over. She went to the kitchen, made herself a lunch for the road, checked the closet and was happy to find one of Kuri’s pimped jean jackets hanging there, threw it on, and hit the streets.
The weather was brown, as it always was in the industrial zone where they’d occupied their house, but Nods didn’t care. She liked the real air much more than the sanitized and perfumed shit she’d grown up with. So she left the Ox-Gen Breather at the house, even though she knew it’d mean hacking up some nasty grey lung-butter that evening.